A year ago this time, I was flipping out because in 2 weeks, I was going to be 20 years old. Instead of being excited because I was entering a new decade I was crying like a little bitch because I was getting old. Now, I am more excited like a small child waiting for Christmas. It's not even as if something extremely special is going to happen. I've been drinking illegally for how long now. What now I'll have the responsibility of buying it? Zippidity-fucking-doo-dah! Although the world of drinking won't be new to me, I am still anticipating this birthday and all the fun that will come with it. For one, I am excited because finally, FINALLY, the people I hang out with will no longer have to cater around me. It's not oh, well Leni can't go because she's little. Finally, I am an adult, even though my height says otherwise. Second, I am officially an adult. I can do just about everything but claim myself independant on my fafsa and rent a car. I like the fact that I won't be considered a little kid anymore. I am actually exicted about being more responsible.....and yet I was bitching about having to take on more responsiblity last year. I make no sense.
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Another day, another blog. It seems that I collect these things the same way I collect notebook. No longer am I just collecting clutter in the real world, but I've also decided to make my life in cyberspace another messy arena! Jesu, how pathetic am I? Perhaps I should have researched these things before I actually chose which one I wanted to go to. The same should have been done with my internet addresses. Most of them however came before I met Andrew, or went to Rutgers, or gmail was even thought about.
I started blogging on my geocities site. Remember how craptastic that was. Go to www.databyss.net/naki and see the difference. So much improvement, and even that isn't spectacular! Then I moved on to diary-x. That was pretty lame. I never like the set up and customizing it was pretty lame. I was going to do the whole live journal thing, and I think I do have one somewhere. I don't remember the name to it anymore, but I kept xanga up steadily. Even after I changed my name. There's just something that keeps you glued to xanga, even though uniqueness comes at a price. And just me, I am not paying to blog, that' riduclous. Especially when I have so many avenues where I can vent myself for free. (databyss.net, omlettesoft livejournal x, eden space) Now here I am on blogger.com. Jezz. People are going to start hating me. I am not even that important, but apparently I need all this space! It makes me seem self important, which I am not. Infact I am very self unimportant! I don't even care about myself, though my actions at trying to make my life public would say otherwise. Oh well whatever.
So why have I chosen to invade another blog site with my trash. Simply because blogger.com along with Picasa and Hello let you post pictures on this site very simply. All your photos are organized, and you can just flip through the folders and say, I want that one up! It's like making peanut butter and jelly sandwiches....and I love peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. So I might still be keeping my xanga page, but look here to see pictures I suppose. The entries might be different anyway, and I guess if you want to know everything you can check out my omlettesoft dealy. Checking all three would make you psycho stalkerish, but by all means feel free to do so, I can get a restraining order at anytime!
So if you would like to check out my other two journals here are the links.
www.xanga.com/nakedwithoutshame
http://www.omlettesoft.com/newjournal.php3?who=dakotah313
Sorry this entry was so long, and there are no pictures!