Before I go to sleep I will tell you some of my dreams,


Here is my dream car:


Here is my dream vacation for the summer:



Here is my dream man:


Oh wouldn't you know....I already have my dream man....and I want to be with him when the other dreams come true too!!!

We've been together so long, we're both starting to look alike! It's scary!

I was fucking around with photoshop last night, I did this, very simple. It's just a filter but it looks creepy!


After ward I made some super heros!! Yeah!!!


And now Ruthy is going to kill me! Yeah!!!


This is from a while ago.


To make the images bigger, just double click!

That's all for know kiddos. Night Night.

Cool picture.

I hate being sick. It's the worst feeling in the world. It doesn't even matter the degree of illness I have. The sniffles are enough to make me want to hide under the covers and ask for my mommy. I have the beginnings of a cold. I don't understand why it won't just become a fully blown out cold. I hate these mild symptoms. The dry mouth, the sniffles, the sneezing, the weak cough and the worst of all the nose burning. I feel like I've been snorting Pixie Sticks all morning. Just give me the real thing already. I want the full blown out I feel like I am going to die cold! The sooner it comes, the sooner it's gone! The only pleasant outcome of all of this is that I can get doped up on Tylenol PM Cold medicine and I get the best sleep ever! Woo Hoo!

Other things I've done lately. I saw Closer with Julia Roberts, Jude Law, Natalie Portman and Clive Owen. It was damned good. Though I think I have to watch it a couple times just to see if I actually got it. I was amazed that I would like it. I thought the plot line was cool and and I wanted to see it, but I detest Julia Roberts. Luckily her mouth wasn't as big in this movie and she wasn't annoying. Either that or I was too busy paying attention to Clive Owen. It turns out that it's also a play, which I plan on either buying or checking out from the library. I bet the written version is even better!

I am freaking out about applying to fieldschools and what not. What if I don't get in? What if I can't afford it? What if I don't like archaeology? All my life I've been wanting to do this, what if I try it and don't like it? Then what am I going to do with a truly worthless Anthropology degree! An anthropology degree is different from any other degree. I don't pick up job-related skills along the way other than the fact that I know people. To tell you the truth though I don't. I can tell you things about being a person...what defines you as a person perhaps try to come up with phylogenetic tree, talk a bit about monkeys. Other than that all I have are receptionist skills, and I don't want the nifty title of "Administrative Assistant." If the rest of my life is going to involve doing something similiar to what I do now...I hope I die tomorrow. But I know I'll end up doing that for a while, there's no way I can go straight into Grad School after I graduate. I don't want to amass any more debt. I need to make money for a while and it's going to be so hard to make money. By the end of next year, if it just so happens that I don't have to take out any additional loans, I will have amassed a whopping $33,000 of debt! That's barely enough to cover one year of NYU! And that's the cost of going to Rutgers for two years. I guess that means I got two years free....or half off? Woo! I got a deal! Sike!


I was going to write a lot of other stuff, but I completely forgot, work got in the way. Work always gets in the way!

I guess I'll just think of things over the weekend...as they come to me. Prepare for some reading people! You will be quizzed by the way.

A year ago this time, I was flipping out because in 2 weeks, I was going to be 20 years old. Instead of being excited because I was entering a new decade I was crying like a little bitch because I was getting old. Now, I am more excited like a small child waiting for Christmas. It's not even as if something extremely special is going to happen. I've been drinking illegally for how long now. What now I'll have the responsibility of buying it? Zippidity-fucking-doo-dah! Although the world of drinking won't be new to me, I am still anticipating this birthday and all the fun that will come with it. For one, I am excited because finally, FINALLY, the people I hang out with will no longer have to cater around me. It's not oh, well Leni can't go because she's little. Finally, I am an adult, even though my height says otherwise. Second, I am officially an adult. I can do just about everything but claim myself independant on my fafsa and rent a car. I like the fact that I won't be considered a little kid anymore. I am actually exicted about being more responsible.....and yet I was bitching about having to take on more responsiblity last year. I make no sense.

Our trusty steed!

This is where I am from! My house is the third one in.

Another day, another blog. It seems that I collect these things the same way I collect notebook. No longer am I just collecting clutter in the real world, but I've also decided to make my life in cyberspace another messy arena! Jesu, how pathetic am I? Perhaps I should have researched these things before I actually chose which one I wanted to go to. The same should have been done with my internet addresses. Most of them however came before I met Andrew, or went to Rutgers, or gmail was even thought about.

I started blogging on my geocities site. Remember how craptastic that was. Go to www.databyss.net/naki and see the difference. So much improvement, and even that isn't spectacular! Then I moved on to diary-x. That was pretty lame. I never like the set up and customizing it was pretty lame. I was going to do the whole live journal thing, and I think I do have one somewhere. I don't remember the name to it anymore, but I kept xanga up steadily. Even after I changed my name. There's just something that keeps you glued to xanga, even though uniqueness comes at a price. And just me, I am not paying to blog, that' riduclous. Especially when I have so many avenues where I can vent myself for free. (databyss.net, omlettesoft livejournal x, eden space) Now here I am on blogger.com. Jezz. People are going to start hating me. I am not even that important, but apparently I need all this space! It makes me seem self important, which I am not. Infact I am very self unimportant! I don't even care about myself, though my actions at trying to make my life public would say otherwise. Oh well whatever.

So why have I chosen to invade another blog site with my trash. Simply because blogger.com along with Picasa and Hello let you post pictures on this site very simply. All your photos are organized, and you can just flip through the folders and say, I want that one up! It's like making peanut butter and jelly sandwiches....and I love peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. So I might still be keeping my xanga page, but look here to see pictures I suppose. The entries might be different anyway, and I guess if you want to know everything you can check out my omlettesoft dealy. Checking all three would make you psycho stalkerish, but by all means feel free to do so, I can get a restraining order at anytime!

So if you would like to check out my other two journals here are the links.

www.xanga.com/nakedwithoutshame
http://www.omlettesoft.com/newjournal.php3?who=dakotah313

Sorry this entry was so long, and there are no pictures!