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Here's today's entry:

There’s nothing worse than a migraine, a head filled with too many thoughts and bad vibes.
I hate sleeping with the light of the full moon shining through my window.  It does nothing to make the heebie jeebies go away.  This coming from a girl who is afraid of the dark.  There’s just something creepy about it’s shine tonight that’s not doing anything for me.


I tend to over think things, to the point where I’ll over analyze almost every minute detail and add significance where none is warranted.  What exactly was behind that gesture? What about the two second glance? That all surely has to mean something right? Surely it must, and if it doesn’t I’ll give it a meaning and try to make everything come to the conclusion I’ve already come to as being the reality of the situation, when chances are I’m far far off.  Although, I’m usually right about these sort of things.  It’d all be made easier however if I just had all the answers. Then this would a non issue and the only thoughts I would be left with were the ones concerning the throbbing pain in my head.


Monitor glare does absolutely nothing for a migraine either.  Then again, I thought sleeping would help and all my first round of sleep did was soothe my stomach. Before passing out the first time this evening, I had the best stream of parts of a story I want to write, now it’s lost for good.  It even escaped my memory as I began drifting further and further into sleep.  Now all I am left with is the memory of having had it, along with this terrible pain over my right eye. Hopefully it’ll come back and when it does it’ll be better than ever!
I’m going to try to fall back asleep again, or at least figure out a way to make the pain in my head go away.