Things To Do

1. Clean my apartment.

That place is a mess! Talk about not being able to keep things neat! Honestly, I've been so sleepy lately that I just leave things where ever instead of placing them back where I've found them. It's like entropy, shit's just everywhere in a crazy and ever growing mess. My apartment is like a small scale version of the universe.

2. Put together a more presentable appearance.

Jesus Christ I look like shit when I get ready for work in the morning. I look like shit when I get ready for a weekend out...hell I even look pretty unkempt when I'm getting ready for bed! I just lack the motivation to try to piece anything together simply because I feel like I've become the size of a blue whale, which brings me to number three

3. Start Running.

You'd think walking two miles a day would eventually amount to some type of weight loss right? Well apparently, I must eat like I'm in a competition or something. And when I think about it, I honestly don't. So maybe I'm just not doing enough to get rid of whatever is left? And realistically, I have this sick fascination with getting completely tight. (The only fat I'll allow is boobies and booty.) This have been a goal of mine for a while, but like all my other goals, I'm a slacker and haven't accomplished this.

4. Seriously think about Graduate School.

I saw a special on Neanderthals and Cro-Magnon man coexisting and interacting on the history channel on Monday. That's pretty much what I want to study when I grow up. (Yup, I'm still a kid!) To me, there's something fascinating about there being another hominin species running along side with us and I think it has a significant impact on our evolution and I think we definitely had an impact on theirs. And I know specials are overly dramatized and what not, so I mostly try to pay attention to what the scientists are saying. I definitely have to get cracking on my book, my articles and my graduate school research so I can piece something together. Which leads me to point number 5.

5. Get over my A.D.D.

This morning I read an article about Career A.D.D. I realized that after reading it, I have life A.D.D. And I don't mean that I'm an adult with A.D.D. Rather, the article stated that people with career are never satisfied with what they have. They're always thinking about how the grass is greener elsewhere. I sent the link to Andrew, he's the one who noticed that I have life A.D.D. But my problem is that I don't even take the time to look at the grass I'm in, I just focus on what I think may be better. I could be standing in the best golf course fairway grass, but I'm looking at a field full of crabgrass and weeds thinking it's better over there. I'm not looking down, I'm not focusing on what I have. I need to start doing that because I've got some pretty nice stuff around me.