How does a Monday go from shittastic to utterly terrible within less than two hours? The thing is I still have a doctor's appointment to go to tonight. And it's not exactly the kind of doctor I love going to!

Here's a list of things I really want to do tonight:

• eat some ice cream
• listen to ridiculously depressing songs
• paint (maybe)
• cry for a good hour or so by myself
• get eaten alive by my kitten
• fall asleep and wait for tomorrow to prove to be better.

Instead I have to :

• work
• go to the doctor
• go food shopping
• do laundry
  

Blech!