Ten things I wish I could say to ten different people right now. Go on guess.

One) I find you completely ridiculous and you give in too easily.
Two) I find your smile to be completely infectious and I'm glad you're always able to put me in a good mood.
Three) Sometimes, I find you attractive and the thought of that disturbs me. I don't want to fall into the cliche scenario, but sometimes I can't help it.
Four) You're entirely too good for me and I don't deserve you, but I'm glad you think I'm awesome.
Five) I wish I could make you see what an amazing woman I always thought you were, instead of the shell you've become. You were always my superhero as a kid.
Six) I miss being around you and I wish I could see you more often.
Seven) I wish you'd stop your foolish lying, I'm not seven anymore and I'm pretty good at detecting bullshit.
Eight) You're the most amazing person I've ever met and the only reason I came out alright. That makes me feel a bit guilty, because I know how much you did to make sure I always had a smile on my face. I hope one day I can come close to ever returning the favor.
Nine) You're the goofiest genius I've ever met!
Ten) I have such a hard time explaining why we don't keep in touch anymore and I wonder what you're up to.

9 Things about myself...
One) I l can be selfish, but there's a select few that I'd be completely selfless for.
Two) I have lots of anxiety.
Three) I have tons of goals, but I'm scared I lack the ambition and drive to accomplish them.
Four) Painting and cooking are two things I don't care about failing.
Five) I want to live on a farm for a bit.
Six) Everyone bothers me sometimes at some point.
Seven) I joke about everyone and everything.
Eight) I have a soft spot for awful reality tv.
Nine) I know exactly what it is I want to do with my life, I'm just terrified of actually doing it. There's cyclopes along the journey folks!

8 ways to win my heart...

1. Be able to take a joke.
2. Make me laugh
3. Be extremely silly.
4. Don't agree with me on everything, have a backbone.
5. Get into good conversations with me.
6. Feed me.
7. Challenge me.
8. Get along with my friends

7 things that cross my mind a lot...

One) Graduate School.
Two) Hypothetical Situations
Three) The Stories I want to write
Four) My relationships.
Five) My cat
Six) Random worries
Seven) What am I going to eat.

6 things i do before i fall asleep...

One) go to the bathroom
Two) make sure i have clothes for tomorrow
Three) tell andrew I'm going to sleep
Four) say gnight to my buddies
Five) put up an away message
Six) Check it the alarm is set.

5 people who mean a lot to me...

One) Maria
Two) Ruthy
Three) Andrew
Four) Erica
Five) My parents

4 things im wearing right now...

One) Socks
Two) Pants
Three) Underthings

Four) shirt

3 songs i listen to often at the moment...

One) Gravity- Sara Bareilles
Two) Delicate - Damien Rice
Three) Picked me - A Fine Frenzy

2 things i want to do before i die...

One) Travel the globe
Two) Complete an Iron Man

1 confession
I worry all the time. Every second. Always.

How many people have you completely fallen for?

One

What color underwear are you wearing?

Black

Whats on your mind?
Everything and Anything

Have you done anything bad today?

Nope

Do you watch American Idol?

Nope

Who makes you happy most of the time?

The Drew, My Cat, My Sister and Bro -in Law, and my peeps.

When was the last time you did something illegal?

A while ago

Do you want to see anyone the very minute?

Maybe

Do you have a deep secret?

Everyone does

Where do you see yourself in 10 years?

Nowhere and everywhere

What was the last text you got, and what did it say?

Something about being in New Brunswick Soon

What are you sick of?

People

What do you want right now?

Go home eat and sleep

Would you use family connections to get a job?

Ha ha ha, my family doesn't have any connections.

Are you desperate?
Nope

Have you ever made anyone cry?

Yes I have.

Have you ever gotten stabbed in the back by a friend?

No, I've gotten tossed aside and treated as if the last 10 years meant nothing though. That's even worse.

Do you believe in god?

Not at all. Imaginary men cause problems when they are placed on a pedestal by bad meaning men.

Are you normally a happy person?

Yep

What makes you mad?
It'd be a shorter list if you asked what didn't anger me.

What is you're greatest fear?

Fear itself.

Do you like people?
Some people.

Are you annoying to people?

People annoy me, so I'm sure I annoy them.

What would you do if you walked in on your GF/BF with another person?

I have no idea.

What religion annoys you the most?

Actually no religion annoys me. It's when people abuse religion and turn it into something disgusting that I become annoyed.

If you could have one superpower what would it be?

Telepathy or Teleportation.

Who is the last person you hugged?

The Drew

If you could go back 3 years and change something what would it be?

I wouldn't change anything, I am who I am because of what I've done.

What's your favorite thing to talk about?

everything.

Would you sleep with someone for a million dollars?

It depends on who....ha ha ha

Would you kill someone for a million dollars?

Nope