Today's Andrew's birthday. Since I won't be around tonight, I woke him up at 2am...or quarter to to give him his present. I was supposed to do it at midnight, but I completely lost track of time watching Season One of The L Word. I bought him I Like You by Sandol Stoddard Warburg. If only because I think the following lines are completely us:

You know how to be silly
That's why I like you
Boy are you ever silly
I never met anybody sillier than me
till I met you
I like you because
You know when it's time to stop being silly
Maybe day after tomorrow
Maybe never
Oops too late
It's quarter post silly

I think he liked it. I'm sure he didn't appreciate being woken up. I never know how to read his responses. I can't tell if he's really happy, or if he's just humoring me. I would have really liked to have gotten that. (Not that I think him getting me Rock Band was a bad idea...cause it was great) But this was cute...and I know he hates birthdays. So it was just something small and cute, and maybe ultimately too girlie and mushy...I don't know. Or maybe he was just tired because I woke him up at 2am? That may have just been it.

I've come to notice that I've become really impatient lately. I'm going down to Wildwood...and the one thing I'm not looking forward to is the drive. I just want to get there! I don't want to sit in traffic for probably 3+ hours just to get there. I just want to get there. When I watch shows on my computer, I find myself scrolling through parts just to get to where I want. Even with movies...I want to fast forward to the end...so I know what happens. I wonder why. Maybe I just need to go somewhere that's slower than here...and just relax. Isn't the middle supposed to be the best part? Isn't the end supposed to be so empty? Bah who knows...maybe I just need a nap. Maybe I'm always rushing...just to go to sleep! :)

Talked to Danny about how I feel. Which got no where and if it did, it was more backwards than forwards. I think he felt like I was accusing him and in turn I then felt like he blew off my feelings. If I came across as accusatory and condescending I didn't intend on doing so. I simply wanted to let him know how I felt and explain why I acted the way I did. I just wanted him to know where I was coming from. Oh well. You can't please all the people all the time right?